what is loneliness?
why is it that a person can be with a dozen friends
and still feel lonely?
yet a person who is just by him/her self feels
so accompanied?
That I believe, Is a question many have asked.
And I too believe, that everyone in this world,
has felt lonely. maybe not seen, but deep down,
there is a void, there is a long path of emptiness,
waiting to be filled up by immense love and power.
But.... How does that happen?!
Basically, You need faith, the faith in the heart to know
that all things are achievable, and even if not, it is for well.
The faith that can fill all things, making you know that you
have all you need, and need no one to help.
But, with all that talk, Do I even have it? No.
I am pretty much feeling lonely all the time.... WHY!?
I can't seem to find someone to fill myself up yet. Yet everytime
I meet someone, It fills up for a moment? Not because of the things
they do, But because of the hopes I get. but It all just falls....
Maybe, Just maybe, You don't need to find someone? Maybe it's all
in the play of the heart. What You need, Is just time to figure out.
Figure out what your mind and your heart plays for you. And who is
really right. But... there is another factor. YOUR INSTINCTS.
For some, they are really accurate, for some, they are just rubbish.
Maybe all these things are linked? I wouldn't know. I wouldn't even want
to know.
All that I want to know, Is the way to make myself not lonely. Deep Down.
So that I wouldn't have to be sad again.
What goes Up, must Come down.
But that does not mean you can't grab hold and don't let go.
For life has only yourself to behold.
I only can wait, For the chance to partake.
The event's you have brought for me.
and even if they Chill my bones,
or try to make my soul blown.
It wouldn't matter for I know I will be free.
But for this free I that I want,
I can't be too smitten over the fun,
and let all chances slide by.
I need to have it.
The accompanier I never had.
in the heart, soul, mind and spirit.